wildflower

This is my story; the story of how I lost myself in my marriage, cheated on my husband and learned to love myself again. My story is full of love, grief, passion, confusion, hate, depression, fear, loneliness, hope and probably every other emotion under the sun. May someone stumble upon this, learn from my mistakes and find hope.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Away.

Today was supposed to be my day off...I was excited to go volunteer and then go relax and read in a coffee shop. But...I have to go into work for someone today and I really do not have a joyful heart about it. I wish I did. I just feel like people at my work sometimes use lame excuses. Which is not true. It just is frustrating that I am expected to cover shifts..or maybe I just feel like it. I am just kind of emotional today. None of this would matter at all on any other normal day. Haha!

I woke up with a headache. I hate those days. I realized I really suck at prayer. I don't know why it is so hard for me to separate myself from everything and just pray. Hmmm. This song is really good...I just listened to it

Sweep Me Away -Kari Jobe
Father I love your ways
You came in your mercy,
and died in my place.
All I can do is bow
Because of your goodness,
and your sovereign grace.

Then you sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters
Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters.

Tears rolling down my face
Because of your love,
and your sweet embrace.
The peace that just overflows
It's hidden i know,
you have been waiting to

Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters
Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters.

Sweep me away,
just you and me lord
Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love
Sweep me away in your love
Sweep me away in your love
Away in your love, sweep

Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters
Sweep me away
Sweep me away in your love,
where nothing else matters.

Just you and me,
just you and me
Sweep me away oh lord
Your grace it covers me,
your love it covers me,
oh god you cover me.
Your grace it covers me,
your love it covers me,
oh god you cover me.

Let me be full of joy...and take opportunities to always serve for you. No matter what it may be. Let me remember that it is in giving that we receive.

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