Frustration is seeping through every single one of my veins at the moment. Why in the world is it so difficult to find a job? I am going to start a business..."For the people who can't seem to find a place to work"...It is going to be a success. You just wait and see.
I hate being sick. Hot, cold, hot, cold. Gosh, I feel like I am going through menopause or something. It is ridiculous. Maybe I am? Menopause at 20. Dang, that sure would suck.
I wish I were a little girl again. Where all I worried about was where my tutu was, which princess outfit I was going to wear next, how many colors of nail polish I would paint on my nails...which coloring book I would use to scribble in, etc. I want my biggest care to be trying to color inside the lines. Those were the days. I remember, I was four, taking a shower....as I picked up the L'oreal tear-free shampoo, I said, I don't ever want to grow up and I never want to kiss any boy other than my dad and brother. My, how things have changed. I was convinced I was going to marry my brother so I would not have to kiss another boy. Ha ha. Gross. It seemed so right in my wee mind. Hmmm.
I just want to be Pocahontas.
Where has time gone?
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