M.

HI.

Trip.

It is so easy for me to slip back. It's happening. Is it weird that I crave those feelings of the past? I want to see bones again. I want to be almost invisible. What a constant stupid struggle. But I am letting it unveil itself once again. Maybe this is who I am just supposed to be. Jesus. You are greater than any situation. I keep telling myself that to convince myself. Maybe I'm the only one. I do it to myself. I thrive on conquering this feeling. It's not anyone's fault but my own. They are getting bigger. Looser. My mind is becoming tainted once again. Infection.

Feeling empty is addictive.

Jesus saves.

Index.

"Whenever you are sad of heart and in heaviness of spirit: forget yourself and your little concerns, and seek the welfare and prosperity of Zion. When you bend your knee in prayer to God, limit not your petition to the narrow circle of your own life, tried though it be, but send out your longing prayers for the church's prosperity, "Pray for the peace of Jerusalem," and your soul shall be refreshed."

Charles Spurgeon

It is not enough to just say we love people. Jesus' love always involved sacrifice.

Knowing you need to go somewhere and not knowing where. Trying to hear God and not being able to. Not knowing why either. Frustration. This is where I am.

Unicorn.

Hi people.

I'm twenty now. How strange. My birthday was two days ago. Weird on a stick.

The end :) or the beginning :)

Name.

Live simply.

What does that even mean?

Chirp.

You are the light to my heart and my soul. You are the light to the darkness around me. Jesus.

If today was my last day on this earth...I wonder what I would do differently.

Jesus paid it all.

Necessity.

Spirit fall.

Sustain me.