Oxygen.

It's amazing how much deeper I can breathe after working out. Mmmm so good.

I got to see my bridesmaid dress today! I am so excited to get it next weekend!!! Yay :) Now I just have to get my plane ticket and woot!!! I can't believe my friend is getting married :) Makes me SO happy!!! I love that she found someone that she can spend the rest of her life with. Happy. So much of it!!! The Lord is so wonderful :) I'm so glad that Christ is the center of their relationship!!!!! Ah!!!! I'm ecstatic :)

I've been listening to a lot of Caleb Carruth as of late. He is so good.

Ian is going to teach me guitar! Yay!! I'm so excited :) I just want to play for Jesus. It is time.

I miss Ian. I saw him last night...we spent all day together. And I miss him already! Is that lame? Oh well. It's the truth! He amazes me. I've been having a hard time as of late..just feeling like I am in a desert. Last night I was talking to him about it. He helped me so much. What an encouragement he is. That man is transforming more and more each day. It is amazing! I just see more Jesus in him as the days go by. The way he thirsts for the Lord..it leaves me speechless. He is what I have been praying for for two and a half years..and much, much more. I still pray that if the Lord doesn't want him and I together that He will take it away. I just really want the Lord to be glorified through Ian and I and what we share. I am so grateful that the Lord is allowing us to be together at this point in time. I am learning so much. Last night I was doubting and feeling down and he pointed me in the direction of the Lord and seemed to say the exact things I needed to hear. Jesus is so much more than amazing. I'm so full of gratitude.

This song by Caleb Carruth called Darkness Falls is super good. The lyrics are wow.

I started reading Jeremiah today. Poor guy. It is just what I have been needing to read though. I'm excited :) I bought a new Bible yesterday..I love it! Yesterday was such a wonderful day..and the day before was super swell!

On Tuesday, I hung out with Hannah for a bit..then went and hung out with Ian. We went grocery shopping..and then when back to his apartment and made grilled cheese and tomato soup :) He was in charge of the grilled cheese and I, the soup. It was super tasty. I like making dinner with him :) Yesterday we went in the mountains..it was so peaceful. Just what I needed. We went up Sawtooth...went on a wee bit of a jaunt. We spent the whole day together. I like it better when we're together. I feel like a part of me is missing when he isn't around. Does that make any sense? It is a strange, wonderful, scary feeling that I've never experienced before. I like it. A lot!

Ian. A baguette. Hummus. Cucumber. Carrots. Artichokes. My gazebo.

:) :)