Iberian.

I wish there was more Iberian influence in my life. Yup. That's all. Okay...so I may be kind of studying for my Music of the World test tomorrow..and I was just going through the study guide and slide shows..and it was talking about the Iberian influence in Latin America. I'm Latino. Bet you didn't know that! Neither did I..until..well a few seconds ago when I wrote that.

Sometimes I drink too much green tea :) But it is so tasty. So that definitely justifies everything. And by everything..I mean everything. Okay, yeah.

Today is mother's day. I love my mom. I can't wait to be a mom some day. Some days I just want to quit school, get married and have children. Yeah. That isn't happening though. It will happen in the Lord's time :)

I've been feeling distant and tired as of late. I think I am ready for a break from school. I miss having time with just my Jesus and I. I've been putting my time into other things which is not okay. I'm glad I am realizing it though. A slap in the face is always a good thing!

He will always be God.

He is constant.

Wow.

So, I think I am going to take a break from singing on the worship team for a while. It just seems to be becoming so habitual for me..if that makes any sense. I feel like I am just doing it for myself. And I hate when I make it a show in my mind. I had enough of that in California and I don't ever want to be that way again. It literally hurts my heart just thinking about it. Ugh.

It is so interesting to think about all the things that have happened throughout my life. Strange. Life is going by so quickly. I mean, I know, I am only 19...but I used to think 14 was SUPER old. Dang. My, how things change.

I drove up to see Ian yesterday after work. I like him. :) I miss him when he's not around...even though I was with him last night! Call me lame...I don't care :)

Finals start tomorrow. Joy to the world :)

Pp and I are picking out our apartment tomorrow. I'm excited :) It is time for something new!

I went on a run today. It sucked but felt so good at the same time :) I've been eating non stop today..so hungry. I'll probably feel nasty tomorrow. Oh well!

I got a text message..well picture message..from Ian. I always smile when his name pops up on my phone screen :) He's pretty much more than wonderful. Just to lay next to him...yeah, I love it!

Julian's message was really good tonight. It was, seriously, EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I love how God does that. He is holy. My Lord.

I really enjoy ice cream. And running. And nutella. Pickles. Green tea. Coffee. And Barney.