Judah.

You're grace is enough for me. More than enough. Wow. These past few days have been so wonderful!

Well...I returned to the beautiful land of Montana a few days ago...it was really strange to be back at first. However, now I am so grateful to be here. I know God wants me to be here and not in California. I still don't understand why...but I found closure when I was in California..and although it may seem sad to some people..it is so nice to feel closure. I was holding on to way too much bitterness and "what would have been" type situations. If that makes any sense whatsoever. I am not quite sure I will ever truly understand why I am in Montana. But it is for Him.

Have you ever thought that maybe we aren't low enough? Ian and I were talking last night about how God talked to Moses all of the time...and why it doesn't happen quite like that these days. We started talking about how we think too highly of ourselves and don't realize that we truly are NOTHING without Jesus. Why do we always give ourselves more credit that we deserve? Don't we see that we are just lowly people? Yet...God chose me..wow. I cannot comprehend that. I cannot fathom His love. I wish I could grasp grace. I am in awe with my Lord more and more as the days pass. Ian continues to open my eyes to more of who Jesus is each day and I am so grateful.

Blessed be the name of the Lord. Blessed be Your glorious name. Every blessing You pour out, I'll turn back to praise.

I was just talking to my friend Karisse about praise. My friend Julian once told me with praise comes peace. I continue to hold on to that. It is so true.

I believe it is time for me to clean out my life..if that makes sense. I have no much that I do not need. Why do I continue to store up treasures on this earth when I know it will all go away in the end? I mean seriously. I want to be homeless. Is that strange? I feel like I need to be humbled. Hmmm..

Ashli amazes me more and more as the days go by. I cannot believe she actually reads the Bible. That is incredible to me. I never thought this day would come. Oh prayer and how powerful it is. How powerful God is! I am eternally grateful. Hannah. I know God will reach her at just the right time. I just wish she would stop being stubborn and going against what she knows is true. I want her to find her satisfaction in Him..not guys. I will continue to pray. Pray without ceasing. Do we really know what that is?

I have a test tomorrow..and here I am on this. Ha. Go me! Not. I told myself if I read through my study guide then I could take a break and write on this. I have been taking breaks like every five minutes. Probably why my grades aren't all that great. I have just been struggling with school this semester. I haven't been trying at all. I don't seem to have much motivation at all. There is no excuse.

Sometimes I wish I didn't like chocolate. Ha! Random. But true.

Praise.