If I am rich in His love..shouldn't I be slow to anger, frustration, depression, jealousy and the like? I don't know. I don't know how I am feeling. I knew this was going to be inevitable. Every single time I am happy and things are going well in life...something like this always happens. I can't tell you how much I hate it and how tired I am of it all. Nonetheless, God is still more than good and I am still so incredibly grateful for His love, mercy and perfection. As well as many other things.
Man, it is so incredibly easy for me to get distracted by the world. I wish I could say it wasn't. I seem to fail more often than not. Yet am grateful for my failures and faults...because it always brings me back to my knees. Kneeling before Jesus...sitting at His precious feet...reaching out for Him. (Can I tell you..I don't ever describe someone's feet as precious! Ha!)
HIRh ohfoi aerh weorfo;dfy vpsu z;oy o9sy glehrkugto8 fyp9dsu pwU :j. That is how I feel right now. Ha ha! I need to go one a run. I don't want to leave. This is strange. Goodness, my mind is all over the place. I need some waterfall action over here to calm me down.
Lord, grant me Your peace.
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